Dont feel good today.
Lethargic. Sick.
What else?
Seldom online nowadays.
I've alr get used to it.
Daddy is really right.
I shouldnt go online so often.
I shouldnt stick with others so much.
Spend my time on books
I'll do better in future.
Someday
We're gona seperate
We're gona go on a different pathway.
No matter how closely knitted we are
it's just gona be temporary.
:D
I just wana say, Thanks God for giving them to me (:
aha ! :D
So, lets talk about my day.
We were really crazy today. aha. Laughed crazily, hugged crazily, tickle each other crazily. Im really happy to have u all as my friends. the happy moment we spent together, i always treasure :D I understand and know that making friends is easy , but , when friends leave you, that'll be much more easier. they wont even know that they're leaving you slowly, they wont notice .. :D
3 of you. I'll always be by your side.
call me whenever u need me.
EC, u seem to be the weakest one among us.
I'll be the one to protect you ;D
SH, ure stubborn, always.
You knew that you have bad temper.
But,
nvm, i'll not leave u because of that.
I know u always need someone beside u
because u're so emotional (:
Lol . see, I started to membebel like "aunty" . aha (: Im going to start talking about my day after school ended today.
Guess what? I finally got to date wei loong alr x) HAHAHA ! wanted to have a meal with him for so long alr, but he's always busy busy busy and sometimes, it's my fault too. i have meetings and all sorts of things to do :S
Today's meal was really great. Aha. We talked a lot. Well, he's still so gao siu. I knew him since std 2 and he really changed a lot i guess? I actually thought that we couldnt make it to have lunch together today. But, finally, we made it. I just wana say, Hey DUDE ! (: I miss u always :D
Although we're in different class, but, you still remain as my hou ji muii x) " ILY , dont say me geli arrrr " ^^ andd. I wont cry infront of you de :p
Ting arr. I saw your blog post. :D Yeah , you're right. this trip is gona be so meaningful to me (: it's okay, you actually dont have to apologize to me. I know that u're busy, as always . U said ure going to have lunch with me next year right? as a ... "compensation" ? Lol ! Make sure it's gona be true yeah. Dont cakap aje ((: take care pretty !
Zhen-whei.
I love your cowwwww ! SOOOOOO CUTEEEEE AR x) Hahahaha ! take care :D
Evon.
von ar von. you changed a lot. (: that's what i wana say. you've become a better person. Thanks for being with me always. we knew each other for ... 13 years alr ? Hahahaha. Sometimes, the way u talk, it's like really straight forward and i somehow dislike the way u talk. But, you're no more like last time. keep it up and i'll definitely miss you . (: Take care.
You look really happy
with your friends surrounding you
To be honest,
Im kinda envy (:
But
who cares?
As long as you're happy
Im happy too.
Both of us have our own different life to live with.
Take care.
4 of you, ILY .
MY
Ching
Shu Han
Viki
Shien
Des
I miss you.
I sound silly. (:
I have so much to talk about ! :D
I got back a few papers of mine and im actually quite satisfy. But, there are 2 subjects im not satisfy with, which is add maths P1 and BM. Im now depending on add maths P2. Im hoping that my paper 2 will be more than 10 marks. :S
So.. Lets listen to my crap (:
I was shocked to hear that from you ! Gosh ! It happened in a short while, like 10 mins? Whoa. Couldnt imagine that, seriously . :S M.Y. lei ji gei zap sang bah :D it sounds really scary to me but i dont know why u can take it so easily ! Lol ! Yeah, i know why ! Aku ni berfikiran kolot dan ko ni berfikiran terbuka, kan ? HAHAHA ! take care sweetheart (:
You ! Lol. Gona miss u so muchhhhiieee. ((: better sangsangsengseng yeah. study hard for your coming exam - SPM (: all the best and good luck.
AHHHHHH! i dont know why, everyone appear in my mind these days.
Im flying off alone . YES ! ALONE ! I felt really exciting at first, but not for now. I dont know why. 有种很不舍得的感觉，很不想离开. Although im coming back in 3 weeks time but, i still miss all of you very muchiiee . I even started to dream of my friends nowadays. Hah ! Funny right. It's like, almost a bunch of friends appear in my dream.
Shien. You wanted to hug me that day but I tried to escape right ? :S sorry arr. I wanted to give u a hug too but thn my arm was really hurt that day. I just got an injection on my arm. So, will hug u tightly before i fly off. (: ILY and I miss you too ! ♥
Im coming back to Malaysia in 3 weeks time ! Remember ! Dont forget me yeah. If any of you dare to forget me, i'll give u a punch on your face x)
Des, Alvin, Kristy, Zhen-Whei, Darren, YeaYean, XiaoJia, WeiShan. and all the SPM candidates !
Hwaiting ! All the best (:
Im having exam now and seriously cant take the stress. I've been trying not to fail any sub, but, i think i just cant do it. Im going to fail again this time.
Dad and aunt screwed me up. I somehow disagree with what my aunt said, it hurts. But, now, i have to accept the fact that im such a failure person. When I was sitting for chem paper just now, I was totally blank. I looked around and lay on my table. I noticed that, im like someone. I dont wana be like him. I seriously dont wana be like him. :(
我真的不知道怎么形容自己.
上了中学以后的我,
真的变懒散了许多。
说我笨？
我不是。
说我迟钝？
少许罢。
说我懒？
是的！
我承认！
真的对自己好失望
彻底的失望
为什么
我也有那么失败的一天
对学业的态度很糟糕
是时候好好自我反省
变回以往的我
行吗？
徐慧仪
别再继续堕落下去了
不想再当别人眼中没用的东西，也不想自己一手毁灭自己的前途．
爸，你说得对。
妈，谢谢你的体谅，
不过别在维护我了
这样只会让我更糟糕
我
以后的梦想
一定会实现
我
不想当废物
不想当垃圾
P/S :
Thankyou for those who gave me support from the day my exam started until now. (: and You ! you know who you are (: thank you for teaching me Chem that day. Lol. Sorry for making u wake up so early everyday and now you're sick. i think waking up early is part of the reason too. Take care yeah :D You really helped me a lot and supported me whenever i needed someone to be there for me.
Picture of the day? x)
17/10
Aww ! I miss my blog so muchiiee ! ;S
I would like wish 2 person Happy Belated Birthday (:
1) Jeronn Oct 13 ( I know I wish u alr but i still feel like wishing again x) )
2) Leon Oct 15 ( I dont get it why u didnt receive my Bday msg ! )
Anyway, I went to Jusco with my family just now ! Haha! I guess Sis and I are really happy with our Jusco trip today ((: Sis got her iphone and what about me? x) I got my winter clothings ! Yuhoooo!!! I guess u all can imgaine how happy am I ? I cant wait to wear the winter clothings, they really suit me muchiiee and they look really good on me ^^
18/10
Okay.. Exam is just around the corner and im suppose to study right now but im still sticking myself with the laptop ;S Oh ya ! x) Finally, i got to book the ticket to London. Im going there day after exam ends, which means 18th of Nov. Is there anyone going to miss me? :p well, it doesnt matter. (: Im gona miss my mum, my sis, my bro and my grandma a lot . The moment my aunt succesfully booked the ticket, all i thought of was my mum. She's so worry about me. :( Dont worry mummy, i'll reach there safely and come home safely.
SuJu Kang-in :
Everyone did smth wrong in their life and their loved ones forgive them. Please dont give up being part of Super Junior. Without you, Super Junior isn't Super Junior anymore. Super Junior has 13 of them, without you, there'll be only 12 of them ! Without you in Super Junior, ELF will be very dissapointed. Do you know, in SUJU's official website, plenty of comments for you in the FanBoard. Everyone is right here supporting you. You think that doing such a thing dissapoints your fans but after you went off, you did went to the police station to admit your fault ! you deserve forgiveness. ELF forgive you ! Learn to forgive yourself.. Although im not part of ELF, but, i'll be your supporter. (: Kang-in, Be though ! Suju needs you, ELF need you.
Ponteng and stay at home today.
Woke up quite early today, 9 something. Aunt and Cousin Bro just came from London yesterday and today i am actually supposed to accompany my aunt to Times Square but dad doesnt allow me to go because exam is coming soon! Ugh ~ Anyway, im really happy to see them again ((: I rushed to KL Central yesterday after tuition. Whoa ~ this is really the first time i rushed until i dont even care about my own stomach although im freaking hungy. -__-
In the afternoon, someone gave me a call and she told me that exam is gona postponed until 20th of Oct? but thn after that, Li Kuan sms me and said exam is going to be on 28th of Oct. So, CH-ians, is it 20th of 28th? :S
Is there anyone that can tell me when is the exam going to be ?
* Thought of posting up a picture of my hubby but im not using my laptop, so, i dont have any pictures of him in my desktop . aww :(
Nvm, Hubby, iloveyou always x)
♥ ♥ ♥ Eva
